So I've been sick the past week and it sucks sucks sucks. I have no energy to do anything and I still need to get my computer back up to speed. I still don't have Frontpage installed and other programs I need. Looking for fonts I lost sucks too because I have these fonts that I know I didn't pay for but can't seem to find them to download them.
I had to give up on the Secret Cupid because I don't feel well and not everything is installed on my computer. And only 6 people signed up for it. It's not like it's a hard event or anything. Make some tags and gift another person. I don't know what the problem is with people in the community. No love for others. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. It seems like no one knows how to give a kind word or do a something nice for another person.
I wish that I had extra money to be able to gift people in the community, kinda like a pay it forward but with pixels but people can be so damn stingy with their stuff. I have no problem giving stuff. I think I have given away more memberships to my site than I have had people pay for it.
And of course if I actually suggested this idea in the community I would be shot down. No one wants to show compassion for any one else. Why bother? When they can make money off of people rather than show kindness. Oh well.
14 years ago
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I know how you feel hun. Dont give up hope, I feel that way to, but I never try to give up.
I wanted to sign up for the Secret Cupid, but I was doing my theme week and now I just got a call from Charter tonight that we are going to be disconnected unless we pay. We wont be able to pay our bill until our taxes show up..that is if we have any money left over. We need to pay other bills first with it...and not to mention if we aren't in this apt. anymore why pay for a service when we wont be here using it. Things are up in the air with us right now and we aren't sure whats going to happen to us. I just didn't want to agree with it and then not do anything or give anything. It wouldn't be fair to that other person and it wouldn't be fair to you telling you yes that I want to sign up and then not doing anything...you know...and I kinda knew that our internet would be getting shut off soon just because we dont have the money to pay it. :( I'm sorry *hugs*
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